Hi there,
Life has just always screwed me over time and time again and now it’s at a point where I just am struggling. I’ve never had really friends all through school, however in sixth form got some for like for my friend to betray me and then I was alone again. I found a girl that I really like and lost her due to the same thing with the friend situation. I don’t think I’ve talked to anyone other than family in about 4 years and am having a few social skill issues I have developed.
For the last 4 years been at uni never made any friends there and chosen quite a hard course computer science (never doing coding before). Recently I’ve had a lot on my mind about this and how much I’m suffering due to loneliness. This year I’m finished my second year and everything hit me all at once I had multiple family deaths, half my family got advanced cancer, mental issues around loneliness. Just got my results for the resists as I originally failed 2 modules and I now passed one but I failed one. When I first applied to uni I had went and then the whole first covid lockdown happened so I had to leave due to my sister having cystic fibrosis so i lost my gift year of funding. So I can’t resit the year as I would not have enough funding to finish.
I just don’t know what to do my life is a complete mess and this is just the icing on the cake. I’ve contacted my unis student services as they said on the results email but they was not much help they just gave me a generic copy and pasted response and wasn’t much help. I mean it’s really confusing and no one from my uni is telling me what I should do
Any advice is great thanks