not a muslim

the course i wanna do is med so five long years and six if i pan to intercalate w a masters (which i do)

i come from a somali muslim household
(super strict, full hijab long skirt etc ) yet i am not muslim- have not been for 4 years. If i said this, bro the way id get disowned and slandered is crazy.
I'm not allowed to move out for uni, yet i got into one outside my city.
Should i just apply for student finance and leave? im planning to work all summer and save up anyway. i was told if i leave dont bother returning (and that's them when they think im still muslim)

at the end of the day, it's your life and if you know you don't wanna follow that faith anymore, that's completely fine. its good that you still got a plan for how you want your future to go. as the other people recommended in the comments i suggest you apply for student finance (assuming you are 18 or will be - you'll be legally responsible for yourself). Also if they're only capable of loving you conditionally, they don't have real love for you, they just want to control you. Your people will find you in due time, i hope it all works out for you.

i come from a somali muslim household
(super strict, full hijab long skirt etc ) yet i am not muslim- have not been for 4 years. If i said this, bro the way id get disowned and slandered is crazy.
I'm not allowed to move out for uni, yet i got into one outside my city.
Should i just apply for student finance and leave? im planning to work all summer and save up anyway. i was told if i leave dont bother returning (and that's them when they think im still muslim)

is it ok if i could ask why you are no longer Muslim?

Hey too deep of a question to uncover. But there’s a lot of things I disagree w that I was taught. And my questions didn’t bring the right answers ig

Sorry to hear that. I am Muslim, if you have any questions that can clarify any misconceptions i would be happy to help, you can DM me or if you don't want to that's fine. i was in a similar situation a while back, i had a lot of questions and i guess i had a bit of an identity crisis. Alhamdulilah i found my way out of it, it was a dark period of my life where i even contemplated leaving home. So if you want to talk about it, i could help... up to you of course. I just want you to know that its not the religion but the people that can push you away. I hope you understand and try to reconnect with your faith. pls do DM i will he happy to answer your questions to the best of my ability

I think you should totally do it. I would keep saving money for when you move out officially but use a loan to pay for your degree. Best of luck.

i come from a somali muslim household
(super strict, full hijab long skirt etc ) yet i am not muslim- have not been for 4 years. If i said this, bro the way id get disowned and slandered is crazy.
I'm not allowed to move out for uni, yet i got into one outside my city.
Should i just apply for student finance and leave? im planning to work all summer and save up anyway. i was told if i leave dont bother returning (and that's them when they think im still muslim)

I am Somali and I advise you to talk to your parents yes they can be so passionate but they at the end of the day love you and care about you and the religion thing nobody can forever you ultimately if you choose not to be a Muslim that’s on you

Hi, Im also Somali and moved out for uni. I don't mean to dismiss what your saying in the slightest but im presuming your 18? or close. I would say really really think about the decisions you're making, outside of everything in your current situation that I think you've gone through. please shoot me a private message and we can talk in depth, but I have gone through pretty much everything under the sun and nothing you say can surprise me but I know I can be of great help.
if you ever would like to, then please just send a message.